Wednesday, October 2, 2013

October Read-Along: "Something Wicked This Way Comes" Chapters 1-5


     So, I am starting a day later than anticipated (as usual) but here is the first post in my month of Halloween celebration/activities!  This is also the first post in our October Read-Along (of which there will be a new post every two or three days), which this year is Something Wicked This Way Comes by Ray Bradbury.  In this post we're going to briefly discuss the first five chapters, which only amounts to about 27 pages in the edition that I'm reading.  We'll also talk about a little of the symbolism, themes, etc. that we've seen so far in the book.  So, without further adieu, here the discussion begins!


Prologue and Chapter 1

In the prologue, Bradbury tells us in a very prosy, nostalgic way that it's October and it's one of the best months for boys.  He also tells us who the main protagonists are, Jim Nightshade and Will Halloway, and their exact ages (which we assume will come into play later in the novel).  In Chapter One we start out with a travelling salesman who sells lightning rods.  He comes upon the boys laying out on the lawn in front of one of their houses.  We are introduced to Will (blond and fair) and Jim (dark), who also introduce themselves with the fact of being born just a minute apart.  They are neighbors and the rod salesman gives them a lightning rod, telling them it's going to strike Jim's house and they need the rod.  Jim is skeptical, but as soon as the salesman leaves Will sets about getting ready to put the rod on the roof.  The chapter ends with the feeling that a storm is coming.

Thoughts:  Through the prologue and the first chapter, it's pretty obvious that something important is on the verge of happening to these boys.  Bradbury makes a really obvious play of the contrast between them.  Will is obviously light and Jim is his dark foil.  They are two sides of the same coin.

Chapter 2

This chapter sees both boys heading over to the library for their weekly visit.  As they're about to go in, Jim hears music in the distance.  Will doesn't, so they head into the library.  We get a really beautiful description of how the library is really a portal to other places, and we also get an introduction to the fact that Will's Dad is a librarian.  Will feels so far removed from him, and feels like his Dad is a sad, ancient figure.  He actually makes this comparison,

     "Dad winked at Will.  Will winked back.  They stood now, a boy with corn-colored hair and a
       man with moon-white hair, a boy with a summer-apple, a man with a winter-apple face.  Dad,
       Dad, thought Will, why, why, he looks...like me in a smashed mirror!"

Will's Dad jokes around with Jim about "Heck" not being a place, but Hell being under "A" for Alighieri.  Then he makes some remarks about Jim getting the "black hat" books and Will getting the "white hat" ones.  Jim asks what he means and Will's Dad answers evasively that he decided what color to wear long ago.  He sends both of them on their way, Jim with dinosaurs and Will with Jules Verne, and Jim says he's going to watch for the lightning.  Will tells him it will come by morning.

Thoughts:  It's interesting to see Will's Dad draw comparisons between Will and Jim, just like the salesman did (albeit more vaguely).  He pretty much hints that Jim is teetering on evil and Will is on the flipside of things, the good side.  Probably the first actual full description that really explains the terms "white hat" and "black hat" without lots of detail, but zero confusion.  The examples he draws tells you what each one means.

Chapter 3

This chapter is just a few pages and centers around Charles Halloway, Will's Dad, and his insights/feelings about the two boys.  We get to see inside his head and realize that he wants nothing more than to be able to run with Will and Jim again, but knows he can't.  Near the end of the chapter he thinks he will "someday catch up" with them.  He thinks over the differences between Will and Jim.  He realizes that Jim is always waiting for the next blow from life to come at him and is always dodging it, never asking why because he already knows.  Will is the type who stops and asks "Why?" each time he's hit and has to bandage things up.  It ends with Charles in the bar, getting a drink and trying to hear things long past.

Thoughts:  I had forgotten that Bradbury gives us the insights of Will's Dad, as well as both the boys.  I liked getting the adult perspective directly following the third person that followed the boys.  It was cool to see the different contrasts he made between the boys and his wistful feelings toward his own youth.  My favorite line though was this:

     "Jim, Will, he thought, strangers.  Go on.  I'll catch up, some day...."

Also, this one, '"Have a drink?"  "I don't need it," said Halloway.  "But someone inside me does."  "Who?"  The boy I once was, thought Halloway, who runs like the leaves down the sidewalk autumn nights."

Chapters 4 & 5

Everyone in town is hurrying indoors, because they can feel the storm coming.  But Jim and Will catch Mr. Crosetti, the barber, crying outside his shop.  He smells licorice & cotton candy on the air and it's made him realize that he hasn't really stopped to think or smell the air in the 30 years since he was a boy.  The three make the connection that only circuses and carnivals sell cotton candy.  Will has him leave the barber pole going, comforted that it will be running through the night.  Both boys hurry home.  Meanwhile, Charles Halloway is leaving the saloon and sees a man in a dark suit across the street, whistling a tune.  He's putting up posters for a show, "Cooger & Dark's Pandemonium Shadow Show - Fantoccinni, Marionette Circus and Your Plain Meadow Carnival.  Arriving Immediately."  The man has put one of these posters in a abandoned storefront, along with a block of ice and a caveat that the most beautiful woman in the world is in there.  He stands there staring at the block of ice and the woman in it, transfixed by the cold, even while wanting to draw away from it.

Thoughts:  The smell of cotton candy and licorice are foreshadowing for a carnival coming to town, which is later confirmed by the man putting up the posters.  The differing reactions of Mr. Crosetti, who is visibly unsettled and Charles, who is unable to give the reaction he wants by following his instincts, and is stuck standing there letting something happen to him.  Also the whole "Most Beautiful Woman in the World" stuck in a block of ice thing doesn't exactly bode well for the intent of the circus - and the fact that they're arriving amidst a storm.

Next Assigment:  Chapters 6-13, Pages 28-57

Please feel free to open up a discussion in the comments, I'd love to talk about this one with you guys! :)  Until next time, have a Happy October!

Tuesday, October 1, 2013

The Classics Club


     So, I don't know if I'm the only one who feels like they slack off on reading the classics (especially now that I'm not in school anymore).  But when I saw this on the blog of someone who visited my blog, I thought to myself that it must be fate.  The challenge behind this book club, The Classics Club, is to come up with a list of "classic" novels, novellas, short story collections, etc. (published within the last 25 years) with at least 50 titles, if not more, and read them all within the next five years.  We set our own pace, choose our own titles and do it for the fun time we'll have! :)  So who's with me everyone?  I should finish this list by October 1st, 2018 at the latest and will link each blog post about the titles on here back to this post.  Here's my list of 100 books (no certain order):

Fiction

Adams, Richard "Watership Down"
Alcott, Louisa May "Hospital Sketches"
Angelou, Maya "I Know Why the Caged Bird Sings"
Austen, Jane "Lady Susan" "Sanditon" "The Watsons" (grouped together, all shorter works)
Barrie, J.M. "Peter Pan"
Beagle, Peter S. "The Last Unicorn"
Bradbury, Ray "The Illustrated Man"
Bronte, Anne "Agnes Grey"
Bronte, Anne "The Tenant of Wildfell Hall"
Bronte, Charlotte "Shirley"
Burgess, Anthony "A Clockwork Orange"
Burroughs, Edgar Rice "Tarzan of the Apes"
Burroughs, Edgar Rice "A Princess of Mars" "The Gods of Mars"
Cather, Willa "O! Pioneers"
Chopin, Kate "The Awakening"
Collins, Wilkie "The Woman in White"
Collodi, Carlo "The Adventures of Pinocchio"
Cooper, James Fenimore "The Deerslayer"
Crane, Stephen "Red Badge of Courage"
Defoe, Daniel "Robinson Crusoe"
Dickens, Charles "Little Dorrit"
Dickens, Charles "The Old Curiosity Shop"
Doyle, Sir Arthur Conan "The Hound of the Baskervilles"
Dreiser, Theodore "An American Tragedy"
Dumas, Alexandre "The Three Musketeers"
Eliot, George "Daniel Deronda"
Eliot George "The Mill on the Floss"
Fitzgerald, F. Scott "Tender Is The Night"
Forster, E.M. "A Passage to India"
Gaskell, Elizabeth "North and South"
Gaskell, Elizabeth "Wives and Daughters"
Gibbons, Stella "Cold Comfort Farm"
Grahame, Kenneth "The Wind in the Willows"
Hansberry, Lorraine "A Raisin In the Sun"
Hardy, Thomas "Return of the Native"
Hardy, Thomas "Tess of the D'Urbervilles"
Heller, Joseph "Catch-22"
Hellman, Lillian "Little Foxes"
Hesse, Hermann "Siddhartha"
Hinton, S.E. "Rumble Fish"
Hugo, Victor "The Hunchback of Notre Dame"
Huxley, Aldous "Island"
Irving, Washington "Histories, Tales and Sketches"
James, Henry "Turn of the Screw"
Kerouac, Jack "On the Road"
Kesey, Ken "One Flew Over the Cuckoo's Nest"
Kipling, Rudyard "The Jungle Books"
Leroux, Gaston "The Phantom of the Opera"
Lofting, Hugh "The Voyages of Doctor Doolittle"
London, Jack "White Fang"
MacDonald, George "The Princess and the Goblin"
Mansfield, Katherine "The Garden Party and Other Stories"
Maugham, W. Somerset "The Razor's Edge"
Miller, Arthur "All My Sons"
Nesbit, E. "The Enchanted Castle"
O'Brien, Robert C. "Mrs. Frisby and the Rats of NIMH"
Orczy, Baroness "The Scarlet Pimpernel"
Plath, Sylvia "The Bell Jar"
Poe, Edgar Allan "Collected Stories and Poems"
Porter, Eleanor H. "Pollyanna" (DONE)
Porter, Gene Stratton "Freckles"
Pyle, Howard "The Merry Adventures of Robin Hood"
Radcliffe, Anne "The Mysteries of Udolpho"
Rawls, Wilson "Where the Red Fern Grows"
Scott, Sir Walter "Lady of the Lake"
Sewell, Anna "Black Beauty"
Shakespeare, William "A Midsummer Night's Dream"
Shakespeare, William "Merchant of Venice"
Shakespeare, William "Much Ado About Nothing"
Shakespeare, William "The Taming of the Shrew"
Sinclair, Upton "The Jungle"
Smith, Betty "A Tree Grows In Brooklyn"
Steinbeck, John "The Grapes of Wrath"
Sterne, Laurence "Tristam Shandy"
Stevenson, Robert Louis "The Strange Case of Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde"
Stevenson, Robert Louis "The Island of Dr. Moreau"
Stoker, Bram "Dracula"
Stoppard, Tom "Rosencrantz and Guildenstern Are Dead"
Thoreau, Henry David "Walden"
Travers, P.L. "Mary Poppins" (DONE)
Twain, Mark "The Adventures of Tom Sawyer"
Verne, Jules "Journey to the Center of the Earth"
Walker, Alice "The Color Purple"
Watson, Winifred "Miss Pettigrew Lives For a Day"
Waugh, Evelyn "Brideshead Revisted"
Wells, H.G. "The War of the Worlds"
Wharton, Edith "The Buccaneers"
Wilde, Oscar "The Picture of Dorian Gray"
Wilder, Thornton "Our Town"
Woolf, Virginia "Mrs. Dalloway"
Wyss, Johan David "The Swiss Family Robinson"
Zindel, Paul "The Pigman"

Non-Fiction

de Quincy, Thomas "Confessions of an English Opium Eater"
Douglass, Frederick "A Narrative of the Life of Frederick Douglass"
Emerson, Ralph Waldo "Self-Reliance and Other Essays"
Franklin, Benjamin "1726 Journal"
Wiesel, Elie "Night"
Paine, Thomas "Common Sense"
Rousseau, Jean-Jacques "On The Social Contract" 
Gilbreth Jr., Frank B. "Cheaper By the Dozen"

Top Ten Tuesday #11 - Top Ten Book Turn Offs


     Top Ten Tuesday is a weekly event hosted by The Broke and The Bookish, which allows bloggers to share lists of some of our favorite (and not-so favorite) things.  This week we’ll be highlighting the top ten book turn offs.  What are the things that stand out when we're reading, and either get it the way of our enjoyment, or make us stop reading altogether?  I know there are definitely some things that annoy the heck out of me and turn me off of the book entirely.  I can't wait to read your lists and see if we have anything in common.   Happy Tuesday and have fun everyone! :)

Top Ten Book Turn Offs

1.  Fake Incest As a Plot Device - This is something that drives me completely up the wall and makes me disgusted with the author.  Really, you couldn't come up with anything else to drive the action in the novel?  They have to be romantic interests and maybe-not-quite-sure siblings on top of that?  Major reason I'm not a big fan of The Mortal Instruments series.  It just makes me want to quit.

2.  Love Triangles - If I see one of these coming and it's the first book in a series (this happens quite a bit nowadays unfortunately) I get really disgruntled.  Give me a book with just ONE love interest for the main character!  Usually if you need a love triangle to prop up your writing, it's inferior and oftentimes complete crap.  There are obvious exceptions though.  Example of these exceptions:  Tahereh Mafi's Shatter Me series.

3.  Romance used as a cover for Porn - I have read a lot of paperback romance books in my time.  There are good and bad just like any other subsection of a genre.  The way to tell a good romance, is to find one balancing plot with maybe a couple of tasteful sex scenes (if it has any - some don't and that's even better at times).  Drowning the plot in sex scenes generally tells me you can't write dialogue, plot or get creative, so you resort to smut.  It's usually bad, boring smut too!  Quit wasting my time!

4.  Insta-Love - Characters that have barely met each other and begin spouting declarations of 'soul mates' and true love make me gag.  Please, don't make me gag!  Give your characters some dignity and development, instead of making them act like 11 year old One Direction fangirls!  Respect your readers and put their intelligence above that really low, weak-ass tactic.

5.  Repetitive Language - I am not someone who normally notices this in a book.  If I happen to notice this, your book really is repeating itself an awful lot.  An example of this (not to beat a dead horse, but...) is when I was reading Fifty Shades of Grey.  If I never see the words "inner goddess" on a book page again, it will still be too soon.

6.  The Innocent, Speshul Snowflake, Perfect Virgin Girl - Bella unleashed a whole train of these characters, who are just so pure and sweet that when they talk birds sing.  You know, shit like that.  Not to mention, every guy she ever meets is drawn to her magical ladyparts and is in 'lurve' with her, cause she's just so SPESHUL.  She's also usually never had a boyfriend, is verging on a-sexual until the generally bordering-on-stalker love interest lights her panties on fire, and has never even been kissed.  Yeah, how about NO!!!

7.  Cheaters -  I cannot STAND cheaters.  I've said it before and I'll say it again, there is no excuse for it!  If you want to be with someone that badly, break up with the person you're seeing and pursue it.  Don't be a sleazeball, and hook up when you're spoken for.  It's just nasty and it's got nothin' to do with love.  

8.  Abrupt Endings - I don't necessarily mean cliffhangers.  I mean when the mystery (or main plot, whatever it is) is still unresolved, but in the last 20 pages all the loose ends are tied up in neat bows.  Most of the time when an author does this it's sloppy and really lazy - it reads like it too.  I like my endings a bit more gradual than that.  Just sayin'.  

9.  Twitterspeak in Normal Conversation - Maybe this is just showing my age or something, but this is my newest pet peeve.  I literally just quit a book 67% into it, because I just could not take it anymore.  There were other issues too, but the main character (a fourteen year old girl) thought she and her friend were so cool cause they talked in real life like they did on Twitter.  JUST SHUT THE F*** UP.  Seriously.

10.  Placeholder Characters - As in, I wrote a book because I've always wanted to be a book heroine.  Now look at me, I'm the main character in my own book and the most boring one in the whole thing!  All to live out my own, personal fantasies that NO ONE CARES ABOUT.  Basically just *insert self here.*  If I wanted that, I'd read Choose Your Own Adventure.  I'll pass thanks.

Monday, September 30, 2013

Too Much Cake Isn't Good For You


Published:  September 15th, 2013
Cake
By: Lauren Dane
Harlequin
ASIN:  B00D45018E

She won’t be satisfied with just one bite...

Art student-slash-bike messenger Wren Davis pursues what she wants. And what she wants now is Gregori Ivanov, rock star of the Seattle art scene. With his tattoos, piercings and sensual sneer, Gregori is the ultimate bad boy. Wren’s gotten to know the man beneath the body art, too—and it only makes her crave him more.

But Gregori loves women like he loves cake and champagne—intensely, but only for the moment. And after Wren experiences just how scorching sex with Gregori is, she’s determined to show him that just one taste won’t be enough...

Review

     Wren Davis has been working as a bike messenger just to make some extra cash while she's in art school.  While on her rounds she meets and becomes friends with famous artist Gregori Ivanov, who has a bit of  a reputation.  Wren decides she wants nothing else more than Gregori, but first she needs to get him to leave behind all the women who burned him in the past - namely his crazy ex-wife who always comes crawling back again.  Can Wren get Gregori to give a relationship with her a chance, or will all they ever shared just amount to tea times and fond memories?
     I honestly never saw the attraction of Gregori in this book.  He's got tattoos, piercings and a mohawk.  He's oh-so misunderstood.  Give me a break!  I did like Wren who seemed very self-assured, but after awhile her inhuman confidence got on my nerves.  It seemed a little like she never had any doubts about herself.  Gregori was the opposite and despite being a famous artist had zero confidence in his relationships.  I would have liked to see more interaction between Wren and her roommates/friends Kelsey & Lindsey.  I felt like their relationship was more interesting to me than the "romance" between Gregori and Wren.  To me the whole famous artist and student dynamic came off different from anything I've read before, but only because Wren wasn't the cliched bubbly ingenue.  I don't know, something about this novella just felt really forced to me and the third person narrative was used in a way that kept the characters at a distance from me as a reader.  I just didn't connect and though it was well-written for a novella, it still wasn't the best I've ever read.  Overall, I wouldn't even recommend it to anyone honestly because I wasn't a very big fan of the story and over $3 is a bit much for a novella that isn't even 100 pages.

VERDICT:  2.5/5  Stars

*I received an Advanced Reading E-book Copy from the publisher, via NetGalley.  No money or favors were exchanged for this review.  This book was published September 15th, 2013.*

Thursday, September 26, 2013

So Hard to Say Goodbye, To Yesterday


Published:  September 3rd, 2013
All Our Yesterdays (All Our Yesterdays #1)
By: Cristin Terrill
Disney-Hyperion
ISBN-13:  9781423176374

"You have to kill him." Imprisoned in the heart of a secret military base, Em has nothing except the voice of the boy in the cell next door and the list of instructions she finds taped inside the drain.

Only Em can complete the final instruction. She’s tried everything to prevent the creation of a time machine that will tear the world apart. She holds the proof: a list she has never seen before, written in her own hand. Each failed attempt in the past has led her to the same terrible present—imprisoned and tortured by a sadistic man called the doctor while war rages outside. 

Marina has loved her best friend James since the day he moved next door when they were children. A gorgeous, introverted science prodigy from one of America’s most famous families, James finally seems to be seeing Marina in a new way, too. But on one disastrous night, James’s life crumbles apart, and with it, Marina’s hopes for their future. Now someone is trying to kill him. Marina will protect James, no matter what. Even if it means opening her eyes to a truth so terrible that she may not survive it. At least not as the girl she once was. 

All Our Yesterdays is a wrenching, brilliantly plotted story of fierce love, unthinkable sacrifice, and the infinite implications of our every choice.

Review

     Marina is experiencing the joy and heartache of first love, possibly unrequited.  Four years later, Em is imprisoned and tortured endlessly to give up her secrets, with only one true recourse - to go back in time and kill the man responsible for the destruction of the world.  She must kill him before he creates the time machine, as it causes the world to become unrecognizable and for him to become evil/power mad.  The only problem is that Em has a vested interest in making Marina's life one free of pain and suffering.  Of course the guy she needs to kill just happens to be Marina's next door neighbor, best friend and first love, James (whom they now call the Doctor).  With the help of her friend Finn who is in the cell next to hers, Em escapes and makes it back in time, four days before the turning point that will make it impossible to succeed.  But can she manage to go through with it, even with her and Finn's own lives on the line, when it could destroy things in an entirely different way?
     OH. MY. GOSH.  This book went beyond all expectations!  It's the time travel/alternate reality fiction that I've been waiting on all this time, while I've been drowning in a sea of mediocre books!!!  But for me as much as I enjoyed the theory behind this particular sort of time travel (I really prefer my principles a bit vague and the book to be not very scientifically oriented, to be honest about it) and the intricacies of the plot, for me it was all about the characters.  Anyone who reads reviews on this site knows that I am nuts about character development and detail.  For me it's one of the main focuses when I read.  If the characters are truly awesome and the plot only good, I can get past that and end up loving the book anyways.  The other way around, it's not as easy for me as a reader.  This book definitely had what I've been wanting in terms of characters to fall in love with.
     Ms. Terrill writes this in alternating points of view between Marina four years earlier, and Em who is living in the aftermath of Marina's reality and decisions.  That's all I'm going to say because I don't want to give away any really major spoilers, but the dynamic between the two and the way their lives affect one another absolutely crushed me.  Em wants nothing more than to protect Marina and shelter her, the way she speaks of her almost sounding like a Mother about a daughter at times.  It makes the revelations about their connection to each other all the more crushing and chilling when it comes.  Marina's relationships with James and her new friend Finn are especially fraught, because she's unsure of how to behave or feel when James' older brother is shot and everything begins to crumble.  In the beginning Marina is kind of spoiled, shallow and has her head in the sand quite a bit.  Throughout the novel we get to see her evolve and grow as a person, learning her own heart and mind better than she ever has.  Especially her bickering/tension filled relations with Finn, who has a life situation completely opposite of her own, and is a better friend that Marina ever could have known. 
     The development of Em is different, in that for her developing means coming to terms with her past and what it has formed her into.  Em is trying to hide from herself, the decisions she's made and even the life she's living.  By the end she has come to love herself, which lets her open herself to loving Finn as well.  James and Finn are two different sides of the same coin.  They are best friends, both inherently good but making plenty of mistakes in their lives.  Mainly what separates them is James' downwards spiral into a quest for power, a rationale of "for the greater good" and a blindness to the evil he's inflicting.  James becomes unable to see the truth between right and wrong and teaches everyone involved in his past AND future that not everyone can be saved, with some second chances not being for the best.  I did like the political aspect woven into the narrative, with the assassination of James' brother Nate serving as the (apparent) catalyst for everything that happens in regards to the time machine.  It really is a scary thought to think of what a major government could do with a time machine.  I also enjoyed the reference to Greek mythology (or so I'm assuming) in the name of the time machine.  
     The plot was well-paced, with the action never becoming too much or too little as the book got deeper into the narrative.  There were a couple of side characters I think weren't very well fleshed out (such as Marina's housekeeper/surrogate Mother and her actual parents), but as this is the first in a series maybe more will be expanded on later on.  Overall, one of my absolute favorite books of the year and I definitely want my own copy for keeps!  It was a beautifully written, very thought-provoking novel and I highly recommend it even to those who are wary of time-travel infused narratives.

VERDICT:  5/5  Stars

**I received this book as part of Around the World ARC Tours, run by the lovely Princess Bookie.  No favors or money were exchanged for this review.  This book was published September 3rd, 2013.**

Wednesday, September 25, 2013

Dying of Book Excitement!!!!!


        I used to participate in a meme called In My Mailbox.  This is something similar, except let's just call it a HOLY FREAKING, OH MY STARS moment!  I frequent Edelweiss, a review site for media professionals, bloggers, librarians, etc. where you can request e-ARCs of books from publishers.  I went on my account today because I have about ten requests I was waiting to hear about.  Having not received an email yet about any of them, I wasn't expecting anything.  What I got was this: APPROVED, APPROVED, APPROVED, etc. and so on!!!  So I am super excited about all the new titles that just flooded my Kindle and needed someone to share them with.  I am one lucky bitch and here are the awesome books I got:







Hopeless For You - Release Blitz and Giveaway!!!


Release Date:  September 19th, 2013
Purchase: Amazon


Synopsis

"If I am more alive because love burns and chars me, as a fire, given wood or wind, feels new elation, it's that he who lays me low is my salvation, and invigorates the more, the more he scars me."
― Michelangelo

Ash Jensen, a squeaky-clean sophomore at the University of Tennessee, has a trail of baggage a mile long―she buried her fiancé only a year and a half ago. She swore she'd never love again but when she finds herself interned to a yummy Canadian conservation officer that promise is tested big-time. Kade Gyllenhahl sports wild tattoos, a rebellious attitude and a fohawk to die for. He's definitely the wrong man for her and she knows it.

Kade doesn't have time for a girl like her. She's a pretentious, unreadable princess who lives her life by her parents' rules. Kade knows nothing about her past and he'd prefer to keep it that way. Besides, he'll lose his job if he sleeps with Ash. Now if only he could get his mind off her.

When the two of them end up alone and isolated on a routine field trip in the woods, things get a little complicated...

One man afraid of commitment.
One woman afraid to love again.
Two lives.
Two hearts.
One life-changing journey.

Excerpt

"You like vodka?" Kade said.
"What?" I glanced at him uncertainly. "That's kind of an odd question. From way out in left field."
"You're half Russian." He was staring at me intensely. "You must like vodka."
"Oh, no." I returned his gaze with equal intensity. Had he felt that tingle when our hands touched, too? Our conversation was all innocent on the outside but I could sense the sexual tension seething on the inside. Neither of us broke eye contact. He wasn't sitting all that far from me. It wouldn't take much to close the gap and wrap my lips around his. "I had vodka once when I was in tenth grade. Almost threw up. Scotch is more my thing."
"Scotch? That's a man's drink."
I shrugged, but didn't break eye contact. "Not really."
"Any preferred brands?" His voice sounded deeper, more sexual. I was starting to lose myself in those eyes.
"I don't know." My voice sounded strange, too. A little breathy. "All kinds of brands. I don't like Jack Daniels, though."
"That's not even scotch. That's whiskey."
"Same thing."
Kade stood up now and edged a little closer. His eyes never left mine. "How can you not like Jack Daniels? That's, like, a Tennessee institution. They make it there, don't they?"
"They do." My heart was beating fast. "But Collier and McKeel is more my thing."
"How do you know so much about all these drinks, anyway?" he said in that deep, slow voice. "The legal age is twenty-one in Tennessee."
I knew my eyes were broadcasting sheer want. He felt it. I'm sure he did, because his eyes fed that want right back at me. "I'm a delinquent."
"You are." He took another step closer. I could hear his breathing now. Deeper. Faster. "Collier and McKeel... remind me to let you try Seagram's 83 sometime. Canadians make the best whiskey. Perfect for a delinquent like you."
"I'm actually more of a wine person. At least I used to be." We were so close now, barely a hand-span away. Those green eyes never left mine, and consumed me.
"Wine? I can see that. I'd peg you as a fan of white. You speak Sauvignon Blanc?" The way he said those French words sounded so sexy.
"I speak champagne," I said huskily. "Dom Perignon makes the most amazing Cristal. White Gold is--" I choked off the words, feeling suddenly like I was drowning, and I turned away from Kade. I couldn't hold back the sudden tears.
After all this time, something so simple as the name of a drink still affected me. I almost hoped Kade would wrap his arms around me and carry me away from the horrors of the past and save me from the guilt, but when I looked at him I saw he'd retreated to the shade again. He was sitting on the log with his arms crossed, facing away from me, staring at the river.

ABOUT THE AUTHOR


Hayden Hill is a New Adult Romance author. Her debut novel, Hopeless for You will be released in September 2013.
Writing HOPELESS FOR YOU was an emotional rollercoaster for Hayden. It started out as a rosebud of an idea which grew into this all-consuming tree. She poured everything into the book, heart and soul. It was a labor of love that’s for sure. They say that great art comes from pain. Well then Hopeless For You is her greatest work yet.
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